Christmas Eve.

I'm really depressed for Christmas Eve. Blame it on boys. Boys boys boys boys boys.. gah they all screw me over. I found out yesterday that by the time i'm 50 i have a 50/50 chance of becoming blind. WOO.. something about my optic nerve failing, because I did some tests, and there's already failing nerves. Sigh. Right now i'm reading this cross-eyed. I have been reading text cross-eyed all my life, but it's becoming more and more fre quent. It sucks. I love my glasses. But what's the point of wearing them when you're blind eh.

What a way to spend Christmas. Haha. But on the bright side today i'm spending the day with Vivian. I couldn't make it to her Christmas party, which was a shame, but when I heard that only one person turned up, i felt really bad and I had to make it up to her somehow so now i'm going to Westfields [joy LOL] with her.. not the flashiest of places but it beats others.

Uhm.. I hate Christmas, there's like two presents under my tree which is shitty. Every year the presents seem to be getting less and less. By the time I reach 18 there will be nothing there. I have found that every year there is a 5% decrease in amount of presents. And that by the time i'm 18 I'll get one a year. So i'm down to 3. LOL.. that made no sense, and I just made that shit up.

Enjoy!~

And,

Merry Christmas to everyone. Even to you, the boy that I don't talk to anymore, but I wish I did talk to, but i'm scared of what will happen so I'll leave it at that for now.