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Fuck man I still feel like shit. I had the biggest sad in the shower. Sat on the tiles and started crying. Asking myself what is the point of my existence. 

I'm seeing Vivian this afternoon. Hopefully she can make me feel better. I feel like I need constant cheering up. It's funny how Josephine got dragged into this. I never knew until today.

I felt like shit when she told me .__.   at least her and michael know how it feels. and i'm not alone.

I have a cold. Sad face. I can't sleep at night anymore. I got two hours last night. Two freaking hours. Wow.. & when I blink it hurts my eyeballs.    :L

Even though, I still miss you. Saddens me that we're not friends anymore. Sigh. Gained one, lost one. Wow. The fortune cookie was right.  ><

Fortune said:   You will gain and lose someone close to you.  

Yeh fahk you cookies die in hole.

Anyway have a fun day watching the dinosaurs jo. <3