Alternatives.

Honest to God, I don't know where I'll be in a couple of years. I don't really know what I want to do after school, although I had my mind set on becoming a full time orchestra player. But that will take time, and lots and lots of effort. I want to be able to surpass my own parents. Dad really never went to college, he's illiterate and it's hilarious when he tells me off with fragmented english. But I got that fragmentation from him. I can't complete sentences without stopping at one syllable, and repeating it a couple of times, before processing enough to complete it. 

Stuttered, and slurred speech, is how I talk. I hate it when I put two words together and try to place it in the one sentence. 

It makes me look.. incapable?